She left me here.

There were 4 of us in CFS, IIUM. 3 girls and 1 boy were studying in different courses. We came from the same state, same school for sure. For the boy, even tough we know each other, we never greet each other. Just like when you see random people in IIUM.

3 girls. Nadhirah is studying Economic in Nilai Campus. Me, studying architecture in PJ campus. Nadia, WAS studying Allied Health Science last few day. But now she isn't studying here anymore. She is somewhere else in Cheras. She is now teacher-to-be. She's willing to work at school rather than hospital. For her parents, being a teacher provides her a better future. And stable income.

Last Friday, she came to my room. Knocking the door hardly. While I was doing my Graphic Communication task which I had to submit that evening. Then, I opened the door. She said "Na, aku call mu banyak kali. Tapi masuk voice mail." Then I told her my phone was out of battery. "Aku nak keluar" We (me and my roommates) said "Gi mana?" She said "Keluar uia aku dapat cikgu.." And I was like 'WHAT!!'.

But yeah, I just relaxed. I tried to convince her not to leave IIUM. Because for sure, her new place will not be the same like IIUM. No more Bi'ah Solehah. She stayed here more than a month, and now she had to leave. It is not like she's getting an offer to persue her study oversea. Just to a teacher, she wanted to leave IIUM.

I was so disagree. But what can I do? She made the decision. And I cried once. Before I was going to sleep that night. Thinking that a friend of mine will leave me. Now she left me. Without saying goodbye. Just for the reason she didn't want us to be sad.

I was in the same class with from 2006 until 2010. We were not bestfriend. She was just a random friend. But we became closer day by day. Month by month. Year by year. When I was in form 3, I went to 'Kursus Kepimpinan Pengawas' in Akademi Bomba Wakaf Tapai. I stayed in the same room with her. Since then, I knew she is a independent girl not like me.

We became bestfriends. Even tough we didn't lepak together. Even tough we didn't spend much time together. After SPM, she got two offers, either to go to Matriculation in Malacca. Or IIUM. So, she chose IIUM. And me too. Actually, there were 5 students got offer to study in IIUM, but one of us chose Matriculation in Perlis.

But we arrived in IIUM, we became even more close even tough we are in different course. We lepak together until morning at my floor lobby. We went to dinner together. We greeted each other when we met in the lif. My roommates and I also love to disturb her in her room at the 9th floor.

Now, no more... There is no reason for me to go to the 9th floor anymore. There is no more ex-classmate/schoolmate for me to share stories about school.

So, she's not anymore CFS IIUM student.

That's all.
Till next time.
Wassalam.

Mid Term Examination.

The second time sitting for exam in CFS, IIUM. The first time was EPT and APT. EPT was absolutely crazy but I got exempted which I tought it was impossible that time. And APT of course, I left all pages blank. I got Level 1. But I think I should get Level -1. LOL.

The first paper for mid term examination was ARABIC or known as Elementary Quranic language or LQM1124. It was 'awesome'!. At least I didn't leave all blank, maybe some. So, I don't know what to expect.

Later on the night, I got Introduction to Mathematics for Built Environment. It was quite easy than what I expected. But yeah, I don't know whether my answers are correct or not. Seriously, I tried my best!

And today, at 8 p.m. I have Introduction to Economy for Built Environment paper. Wish me luck.

My grandmother passed away last Saturday. And I was here and I'm still here. My father didn't tell me anything about my grandmother was sick. And she passed away on 3 something, and only I knew about the news on 5 something.

My sister called me to inform me. I was shocked since I didn't know anything that time. She said my grandmother was seriously ill for about a week before. She asked me if I want to follow her going back Terengganu. But I got exam this week. I really don't know what to think. Seriously, I hate the feeling. I felt guilty to my grandmother because I never been a good granddaughter through her life. I felt guilty not to be there on the day she passed away. But I knew that I can't do anything.

And now, I have no more grandmothers. My maternal grandmother passed away a few months ago.

But now, I need to study econs because tonight I have to sit for the exam.

That's all,
wassalam..

p.s. My graphic communication task is much much harder. I need to make a poster based on Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin Mosque in Putrajaya. Therefore, I want to go back to Putrajaya this week,. I wish!

Life, I never wish to have.

Seriously. I hate this kind of life. I don't enjoy this life. I'm truly bored with busy and hectic life. But I have to. This is what I choose. I chose to study in architecture. And I want to be an Architect (hopefully).

God, bless me. Guide me to the right path...

Now, I need to study Introduction to Economy for Built Environment since I just knew that we will have quiz tomorrow (OMG!). Can I finish study economy in only one night? Yeah, I'm stupid. Because I slept in the class and I didn't hear my lecturer said about the quiz.

Now. Now. Let's start study.

Dunia baruku.

It's already a month. I didn't realised how's time passed. But it's just a month. A month away from Terengganu. Away from home. This place known as Centre For Foundation Studies, IIUM. And yeah, I still can't believe that I'm studying here now. I used to go visit my sister when she was doing her foundation in medic. And now, I'm here doing my foundation in Architecture and Environmental Design.

My life is so hectic because I got one-year programme. And it's actually because I got exempted for English. Lucky me somehow. I didn't think that I'm that good because my sister is better than me but she only got level 5 during her time. So I think it's a luck. Now, I need to do Graphic Communication 1. I need to finish my assignment which I haven't start yet. Arghh! I need to do sketching.

So, how's life here in CFS, IIUM? Let me tell you the truth.. It's somekind of boring life. Especially on Tuesday because I have classes from 8 a.m. to 1 p.m. One hour break. Then continue from 2 p.m. to 6 p.m. Suck. Other than that, my room is very very superb small for me and my roommates. We are all AEDians and now we're staying in small, tiny, little room with 'tembok' at the center of the room. Can you imagine? No? Yeah, I don't care...

Once, we asked the Mahallah Office to place us in much better room. But they told us all rooms are occupied. But we knew that there is 'this' room which is vacant. They told us it also occupied. We're not stupid of course. We never saw anybody going in or out from that room. So, how can it be occupied by some people? Then, we have all negative toughts about that room. Is it haunted? Or are clerks at Mahallah Office malas nak layan kitaorang. Gee.

Yeah, we don't care more about it. We're now comfortable with this small room. Even tough, we always complaint about it... It's terribly messy and full of our stuff.

Let me show you some pictures... But yeah, these pictures may make you bored. So, get ready!

Part of my life




My new place
The Gate

Taaruf Bag

Mahallah Khadijah

The amazing cloud

The field and Mahallah Umar Al-Khattab
Guess what building is this?

Yeah, nampak mcm bumbung rumah setinggan..rupa-rupanya Administration Building.

Pemandangan dari Block C 001.

Padang di waktu petang

Al-Malik Faisal Hall's chair.

Oklah. I think that's all.
Till next time.
Wassalam..