3 a.m. rant

Hi there.

Today is 16/4. So, I have another 3 weeks in CFS, IIUM. Soon, the foundation will be over, and I will be graduated from here. And four months after that, I will be starting my degree in the main campus, IIUM Gombak. Kinda excited but I'm scared to face my life there.

And seriously, I'm not sure anymore about taking architecture. Yes, my drafting is worse and worst! I don't think I have the talent. I'm pretty sure about that. Even foundation is hard enough for me to survive. I'm not one of strong and hardworking people who love to stay up until Subuh doing their works. That's just not me.

I love easy work, I love simple things. I hate complicated, confusing drawing. I hate doing the 1 point and 2 points perspective drawing. I hate drafting. I hate when I have to redo some of that drafting because I got below than B+. I hate doing the re-do things.

To be an architect is my ambition since I was a kid. It's still be. But facing all the challenges sometimes made me change my mind. This is just foundation. It is supposed to be easy. Thinking that this is my ambition, I can't give up. Argh. I just can't.

I want to try harder and harder. But the lazy me keep saying I can't. There is a rumor said only 50 students will be selected into architecture. 50 out of 200 something. If I'm not chosen, I will go into Applied Arts. And be interior designer. Maybe.

Hey, it's 3.44. Enough then. I need to settle some works so Madam will not getting mad at me.

Till next time,
Wassalam.

p.s. I will miss foundation and CFS. I will. ='(

Project 3

No, not awesome at all. My project 3 is another disaster for me. So, here you go..

This is actually the best shot I took. This picture is taken by my friend's DSLR. In case you wonder why it's so clear.

That's all.

Wassalam.

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Pretty isn't it?

Assalamualaikum,

Now, I'm proud to present my new blog design. Yes! I love the new one. Bye, bye black. You were awesome. But I need something new and fresh and more more girly. Hahaha. So, love it or hate it?

The old design ;

The new design ;

I heart it. More fresh looking compares to the previous dark design.

So, what do you think?

Okay, there is no reason why I changed my design when I have much much works to do. Perhaps, you can tell that I'm just wasting my time. But, whatever. As long as I'm satisfied. Yes, I do.

Currently, I'm working on Project 3 which is Transformation. The mock up model that I made is approved by my lecturer. So, I may proceed on making the real model. the real size model. Still, I need to add some more to my design and make sure that it doesn't look boring and dull at the end. This time, we are going to use coloured mounting boards ; red, blue and yellow only.

What's transformation?

According to my understanding, Transformation is transforming a platonic form (basic forms such as sphere, cube, pyramid, cuboid, cylinder, cone) into a tectonic form by adding, subtracting, rotating, repeating and much much more. Example? Go to this link. Just an example, okay. I'm using my roommate's laptop, so all the pictures that I think I can upload in my netbook.

But, don't worry. I will try my best on this project and I will show my project. Only if that thing goes well. Hahaha..

Okay, that's all.

Wassalam.

Homesick

HOMESICK!

What is homesick? : Click here

Basically, I'm having homesickness. It's the most terrible feeling.

Ok, bye!

The well-planned Putrajaya

Isn't Putrajaya a beautiful place?

Today, I just wanna share with you some pictures of buildings in Putrajaya. I took these pictures for my literature study for project 3. Actually now, I'm making my mock up model for project 3. Still in the making. I'm now completely have no idea. Lets take a 'break' and find some inspiration.

Ministry of Finance

KPPK stands for?? Err, not sure.

Wisma Sumber Asli.

Palace of Justice.

I-don't-what-building

Another I-don't-know-building

Sorry, I can't give names of some buildings. While I was taking pictures, I saw friends of mine in front of Palace of Justice.

Let me introduce them !

From left to right; Syuhada, Shafiqah (my roommate), Zulaiqa, Aimi

That's all.

Thanks for reading my blog.

Till next time,

Wassalam.

p.s. Putrajaya sangatlah panas.

Blessed =)

I'm blessed to be born as a girl.

I'm blessed with all I have.

Alhamdulillah.

There is a movie entitled Hafalan Shalat Delisa. Basically, it is story about a child named Delisa who was memorizing the recitations in shalat. She was born as the youngest among her sisters and very close to her mother. Her father worked in an oil tanker of international oil company. So she lived with her mother and her sisters only.

On 26 December 2004, she had to do her shalat practical test in school. As an encouragement for her to memorize all the recitations, her mother bought her a necklace on the day before. Unfortunately, tsunami struck when she was doing her shalat practical. Because she was so khusyuk like the ustaz taught her to be khusyuk, she didn't realised what was happening.

She was rescued by an american army and was brought to the hospital. One of her legs was amputated. Her father came back to Acheh to find the family. But he only found Delisa and he was told that his other daughters dead, his wife was nowhere to be found.

To comfort Delisa, her father tried his best on taking care of her. But some how, Delisa always complained that she missed her mom. Losing her mother was not an easy test for her. But she believed that her mother and her sisters had gone to heaven and they are not alone. Although her tears won't stop flowing, she tried her best to be sincere and to accept the fact that she had lost her mom and sisters. She also tried to be sincere and not expecting replies when doing good deeds.

'Delisa cinta Ummi kerana ALLAH'

Yeah, I cried when I watched this movie.

I miss my mom, my dad, my siblings and my home. And I love them because of Allah. They are blessings from Allah. I can't imagine my life without them. I can't imagine being alone in this world.

O Allah, please continue pouring your blessings on me!

Ameen.

Wassalam.

Quick Update: I wanted to share about my projects but I feel embarrassed. Maybe next time. Actually, I'm in the middle of exam week. I just got back from Tganu on Friday. I decided to go back to T'ganu last minute because I have no, zero, not a single Graphic Communication 2 task to be submitted. Or in more simpler words, I have no GC2 assignment! Still, I have ED project. But it can wait. On Saturday, I had gone through MUET. MUET was damn damn hard. I got headache after that and spent the whole evening on sleeping. Sunday was just another lazy Sunday. This Wednesday, I have Computer Test but I haven't start study anything yet. Of course, tomorrow I will start study Computer. 'Of course'. And yeah, that's the only exam I have if I exclude MUET. Oh, one more is Skill Test. It's not an exam, it's a skill test! Skill test! Exam and test, are they the same? Okay, ignore me. I'm just started rambling. Enough from me. Wonder who's going to read this? LOL =) Tata.